Hypocrisy of Pakistani News Channel

•November 30, 2008 • 20 Comments


watch the piece of shit that pak news channel has to say about blasts at mumbai

according to Mr. Zaid Hamid Pakistan defence consultant), Indians themselves did

this. This was according to him was done to shatter image of Pakistan…. blaah…blaah…

please watch these series of videos.

and pass it on to others so that they could see what Pakistan is upto…..

and donot forget to post the comments……….







Success, The Path To Happiness

•August 22, 2008 • 5 Comments




I was recently into a thing and I got big success in it. It nearly accomplished few of my plans pending. Well this piece of post dedicates to my success….. 










As good as, never before,

The feeling I’d started to bore.

Yes I’m capable of all I know,

For determination made my mind glow,

Everyone jealous of my success,

Cause I’ve crossed all the lines of excess.

Success is the fruit to deservers,

The deservers are spark for others to realize.

Success allows deservers to rise,

The deservers are confident with great fervour

Never happy, I’d been ever before,

For this I made ample space for happiness to store.

Happiness made again a person of me,

Cause I’m not now a locked lock without key.

Now I’m loving the way I’ve started to think,

I’ve mend the ship which started to sink.

Success saves the one from falling,

The one who excels saves all he yields.

Success is a tool for all to wield,

But depends how effectively he is using.

I succeeded, that’s all that matters to me,

I care least for one behind me.

I love success, cause it brings happiness in bonus,

Now I’m not subdued to failure’s colonus.

I’m top of the world to get a wonderful bless,

For I understood, the path of SUCCESS LEADS TO THE HAPPINESS.





Key to Success

Key to Success




My Mistakes & Life….

•August 18, 2008 • 7 Comments
My Life
My Life

Well whosoever reads my blog and its post, might be wondering why I’m so a person of problem, pessimism and negative thoughts…. Well my life, as mentioned before, always consisted of some or the other incidents of sadness … few of them has struck me so hard that, the scar will be with me till the end of my life… few mistakes I committed and I’m doing right now has led me into complete change of character… well howsoever calm and joyful person I pretend to be, these mistakes leads me to the path of gloominess again and again…

1. First and foremost, I committed the mistake of arguing with my parents on certain matter… The argument at a time led me far distance off my parents… I love my parents and while doing this I felt I should be dead for this mistake…I don’t know, since I came here in Noida I have changed a lot. My calm nature is completely changed… I feel tension in every thing…I’ve become short-tempered …I’m worked on it and have succeeded a lot. I have almost overcome my short temper.

2. I was in engaged with a girl a pretty while ago. But the true realization came after a long time and a lesson. Well the case was that, initially I just wanted that girl to be with me for the sake of being together and roaming around. I would be dumping her after a certain period of time. But she loved me with her pure immotions. Meanwhile even I started to develop certain feeling about her, but when she forced me to be committed I just disclosed her my pan of being with her for certain period, for the sake of just roaming around and being together… hearing this she left me… I deserved that cause the moment she left me I realized I’m in true love with her, but it was too late by then.

3. Well this might seem quite hilarious to u… but it had an impact on me… I used to allow ten girls in total of 13 of my class during my school day to tie rakhie on my hand… I never stopped them … I don’t know why but what could be done. I had no girl left in my class to flirt around… well u might be thinking of other three… well they were not to my type and I simply hate them…(srry if anyone of them is reading it).



4. The mistake which completely changed my life was not opting for BITS, Pilani… even though I got the score quite above cut-off and I was getting CS there. I was mad for IIT-JEE. To my destiny the next year I gave the examination and got well cleared in all subjects except maths with 2 numbers below cut off, though in other two I got a very good margin from the cut off. I was so sure after giving my IIT exam that I did’nt gave AIEEE and unwillingly gave state engineering exam… well my life was heavily ravished. Thus I landed over on the state exam related cllge…

5. This mistake I’m committing ever since my childhood. Though I’m being constantly taught by my experiences that the friends are never for ever, I keep looking for someone special. I’ve been ditched many times by these so called friends. I’m quite very friendly in nature and get moved in the direction I get love. What have I always experienced is they always made benefit out of me … leaving me empty handed. I want a true friend whom I convey my feelings to get lighten up from tensions and trouble that I possess. But no one tried to understand my feelings…

6. I’m nowadays into the search of my school teachers in my college teachers. I loved my school teachers cause they were sensible enough to understand talent. I have learned that these college teachers are complete different. Favoritism prevails from the highest authority to the lowest. I’ve been taught at school and home to respect teachers. I did respecteded my school teachers, whom I considered apostle of God … well the above mistake of search made me repent four times but still I’m unknown why I’m always attracted towards these teachers in a hope to find some old forgotten faces.

Well these were few of my mistakes which I commited and still doing it…. these are just one chapter of my life.. my life consists of such pages which are not to be turned, if turned will creat chaos within me. I like buring them somwhere in the unknown corner of my unconcious part of brain.. so that never to be touched… but quite plenty of them i’ll be revealing soon in coming posts…… 

See my New Page…

•August 15, 2008 • 4 Comments

Hi … to all friends…

Today is 15th of August, for on this auspicious day, 61 yrs. ago ur great country “India” was free from British Rule. Well this is well known fact … why I’m I telling u again… yup …. well, as soon as I think about this day I get goose-flesh, not because of fear but excitement … which en-thrills me….

Link of my new page :- https://reasonsoflife.wordpress.com/indian-flag-its-different-avataras/

Learned From My Past . . .

•August 11, 2008 • 4 Comments


This poem is for all those people whom I  trusted and believed to be with me, but turned to be with those undeserving…………….




“I felt the heart ache and the tears as never before,

Couldn’t have imagined from them to give me the sore.

They cut open my heart into two,

Why would they ever do this to me, I never knew.

The tears are falling constantly from my eyes,

They stabbed my heart where the faith lied.



Have I done anything wrong to them?

Why their faith in me died of ?

Why did they sunk me like an ancient koff?

Have I done so bad to declare me a worthless gem?



I believed in them from the core of my heart,

But who knew they could have struck me so hard.

I considered them to be with me till the end,

Cause they pretended to be with me always as a friend.

I gave away my life for them for they showed me a hope,

For who knew they were using me as a soap.



What now will become of my life?

Will they ever understand my hurt emotions?

Will  I ever be able to swim away from this perilous ocean?

What will be the consequence of the newly begin strife ?



Although I’m terrified and full of fear of my near future,

But confident enough to rejoin everything with a suture.

Thunderstruck as I was has start reviving to boost in me a new life,

Cause I know I can still woo them with my powerful fife.

This incidence for sure made me as tough as lead

Will never allow their ill-radiation to make me again a dread.”

I Turned 20

•August 3, 2008 • 3 Comments


It was my birthday on 31st July.

It was still 11:58 pm in the night when I got the first message from a friend Preeti . That was just the beginning…. as the time passed by I got 5 more messages till 12:00 am. I have to mention them who they are ….. Abhishek,Nisha , Anushree, Anubhuti, Sulbha, Aradhana…. I was happy to have my friends like them.


It was 12:00 and my parents embraced, wished me and kissed on my forehead.


But not the least …. the two calls that I was much awaiting also came….


It was my brother whose office hours ended a few minutes ago and was on his way back home  …..  he wished me and promised me a surprise gift….  We talked for a long time ….. then came the second call I was expecting ….it was my bhabhi… although she had a hectic schedule at her office but she was awake to wish me….. she asked me about my plans for today ….

It was my day today and I had made special plans for today…


I received messages whole night. When I woke up, I saw there were 25 unread messages. I read all of them.

My Papa has taken leave from office today…. Since I got up late at 10:00am, in meanwhile  he made certain arrangements.

He brought pastries, sweets, ice-cream bricks( butter-scotch, tuti fruity and choco chips flavour)


At present I’m in Lucknow with my parents in summer vacation… and I’m happy that my birthday always lies at such time of the year when I’m here at home…


I made plans to be with my parents the whole day instead of going out with my friends. Though I’m a great mall lover but my parents instructed me not to go there due to anti-social conditions prevailing in the country. It did’nt affected me much, since I was with my parents that day…


I got to eat pastries and sweets in the morning.


I was constantly getting calls on mobile to wish me… but I didn’t picked it as I was in roaming. I’m extremely sorry to all those who called me.


Well those who knew my landline number and called me, I replied to them…. I got call from Anubhuti … She was first one to call at landline …I was expecting her to give me a call… she said to me just 5 lines “Happy Birthday” , ” I’ll have party when you come back to Noida” , “Don’t forget my birthday gift and Rs 135 u have to give me” , “Again Happy Birthday” ,  “Abhi rakhti hun balance kam hai” … sorry Anubhuti I had to mention it …hehehehehehe …  🙂

Second call was from Aradhana … at that time I was going for a bath… I was in towel when her phone came…her words were” hey kaise ho… happy birthday to you”, “to aaj kya kar rahe ho, Noida aana tab party lenge” , “aur aaj aunty se jyada kaam mat karwana,waise aunty ne kya kya banaya hai”… Aradhana mughe zaror aab maregi …. Hehehehehehehehe


(I was getting a constant call from Rahul … sorry for not picking up the phone… and also special thanks for the message….)


At about 2:30pm my parents did some puja and tikka of rolly and rice was marked on my forehead.I was given Rs 500 each from my mumma and papa. Hehehehehehe.


My Birthday

My Birthday


In the afternoon my mumma prepared dosa for me… she made me remember my neighbor in Noida… as I was thinking about them, to my luck I got a call from her… She, her two kids and uncle wished me for today…


After lunch I slept and woke up at 6:oo in the evening. I got ready to go out with my parents, as we had made plans to go out for dinner in the night…

We first went to ‘Shivam chat corner’ , for batashey (Panipuri/ Gupchup , synonym mentioned specially for a very close friend  😉  ) and chat …after that we went to a shoes showroom where I got for myself a pair of shoes and flotters.

We travelled nearly whole market and bought few stuffs and clothes for me( besides I made them buy for me a day before … hehehehehe)


It was already 9:00 o’clock and I was feeling hungry… We went to a restaurant named ‘Steaks ‘n Shakes’ here in my area … it is quite famous here…


I ordered ‘Hakka noodles(with gravy) ‘and sundae for sweet dish …they are  my favorite … mumma and papa ordered some Indian dish … we all had a talk and I told them about my friends and my college incidents …It was already 10 o’clock when we reached our home back… I had the ice-cream again on returning.

There was still 2 hours left for this day to get over… I had nothing left but to see the television … which I did.


Well this day was really good for me since I was with my parents celebrating my birthday…cause roaming around with friends could not have been so fruitful…for I in company of my parents get totally lost… for no one is more important than them….     



A Sad Day

•July 27, 2008 • 7 Comments


My life consist of only sad moments .


Today was one of them. You might be wondering why I’m feeling this way today … I’m in tremendously heavy mood. I’m being treated affirmatively by ones very close to me. I want someone to understand me.


I want a life free from responsibilities. I’m not asking a total responsibility free life, but a life which can move me to the directions I want to move to…. I want no driving force, always instructing me to do this or that… 


Is it really that much difficult I asked for? I’m tired of the life I’m  living just now….. There is no one to praise me. Though all are my well-wishers but I want no one to drive me….. I know my responsibilities and I’ll fulfill it when I wish them to do.


The motive of my writing was to pacify my anger and helplessness regarding a topic. 


Now I’m feeling a little less distressed. What should I do? Tell me please whosoever reads it. I want an escape from all my agonies and problems….